Showing posts with label Art. Show all posts
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Saturday, November 4, 2017

Road Trip - With Photographs



Cropping - Ballan area, Victoria
Eucalyptus - Trentham, Central Victoria


For as long as I can remember, I’ve loved exploring unknown roads. I’ve always wanted to know about the things, the places and the people just out of sight, just out of reach.
As soon as I could ride a bike, I was off. At perhaps eight, or nine, I would set off “for a bike ride” on those long straight roads that created endless grids around the rural Waikato property I grew up on in New Zealand. I’d be gone all day and from memory, I don’t think my mother ever asked where I’d been. I sometimes wonder if she was ever worried about me.

Cropping - Ballan area, Victoria
Country pasture, Tylden, Central Victoria


I’d stop along the way to watch a group of California quails nodding their way through the long grass, or to watch a splendid golden pheasant chuckling to himself on the roadside. I might have stopped to investigate a dead rabbit and to wonder if there was any truth in the old saying that a rabbit’s tail brought you luck – and whether or not I should find a way to take it home…and what luck, if any, it might bring me.
I stopped in the summer heat to pop the bubbles forming in the tar seal; or to clamber through bushes to a bird’s nest I’d spied. It was always about Nature and enjoying the vastness of that green, green, peaceful country landscape.

Blackwood, Central Victoria

Eucalyptus, Anakie, Victoria
That urge to explore never left me. As an adult I’ve always explored the quiet back roads and I’ve encouraged my kids to do the same. I thrived in a job as a travel guide writer, travelling the length and breadth of New Zealand every two years to write a new edition. I never missed an opportunity on those trips, to venture down some side road simply because I liked the look of it. I’ve always ‘followed the signs’ – in every way.
Eucalyptus, Anakie, Victoria

Eucalyptus and  cropping, Ballan area, Victoria

 Now, living in Central Victoria in Australia, I am reacquainting myself with many places and relishing the chance to discover many more. It’s like opening a childhood treasure box all over again. As contradictory as it sounds, everything is so different here, and yet somehow the same – familiar, easy…just different enough to be exciting and similar enough to feel comfortable.

As I sit here, thinking back to my latest trip – to Geelong – I realise again, just how important the road trip itself is – more so than just about any destination. For me it is about clearing the head of daily routines and setting off in the expectation of the new. A road trip, much like a train trip, somehow loosens my imagination and I stop over and over again to see, to watch, to photograph the world around me. A trip that should take two hours, might take four. That’s the beauty of travel – making the time to really SEE.

Eucalyptus, Trentham, Central Victoria

Eucalyptus, Trentham, Central Victoria
Now that I have returned to painting, the ‘world’ I pass through is even more important to me, as I try to capture something of the essence of this new place in paint. I’m not out to replicate what I see. For me, painting is about the feeling of a place. I want to feel the freedom (as I paint), that is somehow encapsulated in the natural environment I see around me.  I want to feel again the joy I first felt when I saw the flush of red-gold of that freshly harvested wheat field I drove passed; I want feel the wonder I felt as I looked at yet another stand of gigantic gum trees – so different from the last – and I want to capture a little of the magic of their ghostly white trunks slashed with rust or plum pink.

Eucalyptus, Anakie, Victoria

Cropping, Ballan area, Victoria
Every time I go on a road trip, I collect images – literal (photography) and stored memories. And then later, when I stand in front of a blank canvas remembering those awe inspiring triggers, I freeze for a moment (sometimes for a week); and then, all at once, my brushes and knives take over and I am back there again – for a short time, deeply immersed in the beauty of this new world I have come to live in.


Friday, June 16, 2017

Bendigo, Victoria


The entrance to Bendigo is, as with most towns, something less than exciting. Swooping in off the freeway you pass through Big Hill and then into the outer suburb of Kangaroo Flat, which sits 5km southwest of the main Bendigo CBD.

Kangaroo Flat derived its name from the large mobs of Eastern Grey Kangaroos encountered around gold miners' campsites in the early days and in the vast bush (forest) landscapes around Bendigo. Local residents refer to it simply as "The Flat" and some still see it as a separate town. In 2016 it had a population of 17,000.

These days you pass by clusters of 60s and 70s brick bungalows, optimistic-looking motels, and all the usual ‘commercial clutter’ we surround ourselves with – Hungry Jacks, Pillow Talk, Thrifty Rentals plus a few extras like Rajmahal Embroidery Products, Olde Time Sweets and Dominoes Power Grunt Hobbies – before you actually get to the main city area.


There, rising up through the morning mist, the first of the many church steeples welcoming you into what is one of the prettiest and most architecturally interesting Victorian cities. Like Ballarat, it is riddled with gorgeous buildings, many of them ornate and grand to reflect the early goldmining wealth of the place. And interestingly, despite a downturn in fortunes after the goldmining peak, Bendigo is today, the largest finance centre in Victoria outside Melbourne. 

Since 1851 about 780,000 kilograms (25 million troy ounces) of gold have been extracted from Bendigo's goldmines, making it the highest-producing goldfield in Australia in the 19th century and the largest gold mining economy in eastern Australia. 

Greater Bendigo today has a population of around 111,000 (2015) and as such, is Victoria’s fourth largest and fourth most populous city. It sits around 150km northwest of Melbourne.




History aside – although you can’t really avoid it given the number of huge buildings and proud historic reminders they all wear by way of little brass plaques attached to their sides – this visit was filled with photographic promise. Last time I went to Bendigo was in 2012, in mid-summer. It was nudging 40-degrees and I trudged stubbornly through city streets, swearing and constantly seeking a tiny overhang of shade. I’m not big on Australian heat – which is another whole story for another time. Suffice to say it was an uncomfortable, sweaty introduction to a city that deserved better.

This time, it was a balmy 16-degrees by 1pm, the plane trees were clinging to the last of their golden autumn leaves and locals were busily going about their business, passing by shops with names like Neon Peach, Blue Illusion and the cheekily-named Shop No.12 – which rather oddly I thought, sat next to No. 26). And no matter which way you looked, the streetscape rose up in dreamy layers of architectural interest – old, older and oldest all happily nudging each other and coexisting with the new.

This is how a good city should be. I get cross with people (developers) who want to tear down all the old things to make way for something new and shiny that might make them more money. It’s not that I’m against progress but I am against the willful destruction of a city’s built history for the sake of a buck.
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I started at the Information Centre, which is housed in a rather splendid old hunk of a building.  I have a weakness for Information Centres - it goes back to my travel guide writing days.       

I like to collect brochures about things that interest me, which is why I thought information centres put these things on display. Turns out in Bendigo, that if you collect too many brochures, you arouse the suspicions of the officious lady volunteers. They queried me three times about what I was looking for (I said I was just browsing), saying that I appeared to be “wandering around aimlessly and obviously needed their expertise.”
Call me cantankerous if you will but I object to being hounded when I am “just browsing” and I like to think myself as grown-up enough to ask for help when I need it. Needless to say, I grabbed a swag of extra brochures I didn’t even want just to prove a point, and I marched out of the building with my nose in the air. Clearly one needs to appear helpless in these places.




And so to “wandering aimlessly,” which in my opinion, is far and away the best way to discover any new place. With my haul of brochures safely lodged in my car, I set out on a brisk walk that would take me nearly three hours around the streets -  down alleyways, into parks, around sights already seen, into art galleries and the local bookbinder’s store (Libris - a treat for all handmade book-lovers), into a cafĂ© or two, around the fountain and local statues (Queen Victoria, “The Queen of Earthly Queens”), passed the grand Town Hall, the Military Museum,  the Golden Dragon Museum (highlighting the city’s Chinese goldminer history), and into churches and cathedrals.



It’s funny the things you ‘take away’ from a place – the things that stick in your memory long after the event. In 2012, it was the  insufferable heat and the wonder of discovering that Bendigo – or just out of – is home to The Great Stupa of Universal Compassion, the Western world’s largest Buddhist Temple – a 50 metre high monstrosity sitting in the middle of the Australian bush. (You can’t make this stuff up).

This time, I keep thinking about a number of other things. Firstly that one William Charles Vahland, a prodigious architect of the gold rush era (he actually arrived in Bendigo in search of gold), was responsible for the design of over 100 buildings and monuments in the city – there’s even an App you can download to take a self-guided walking tour of his achievements – which I wouldn’t have known but for the Information Centre.

I also keep wishing I had purchased a great book I saw at Bendigo Art Gallery (the largest regional gallery in Australia and home to over 5,000 works). It was called “Architecture According to Pigeons” by Speck Lee Tailfeather, published by Phaidon. The perfect gift for the architect who has everything.




I also ‘collect conversations.’ I think most writers do. There are two that are still with me – fragments, words taken out of context with only half their meaning. The first was between two girls at the table next to me in a cafĂ©.

“It was $9.99,” the first girl said, slurping on her smoothie straw.
“That’s completely fucked,” her friend replied, viciously stabbing her poached egg.
I went away wondering what they were talking about. I still am.

Then, at the magnificent Bendigo Sacred Heart Cathedral – where I had sneaked quietly through the hefty wooden door feeling like a non-Catholic heathen hoping not to be caught -  I met a little old Irishman, who was photographing the three amazing aisles  and the staggering flying buttresses.

“It’s ‘loovely’ ain’t it?” he said, taking photos with his cumbersome-looking iPad.




 I agreed – who wouldn’t? The place is truly wonderful. It took 88 years to build (interrupted) – the foundations were begun in 1896; and it has some beautiful features – the Australian blackwood seating, the Calacatta Vagli Extra marble floor imported from Italy, the many carved wooden features, the stained glass – everything.  Remarkable craftsmanship. I feel a tiny bit religious just thinking about it all.

But in the words of the Irish visitor, “I hope they’ve got plenty of heaters!” He was pleased with himself when he said that. He giggled a bit. Then he pointed out the “Prints for Sale” – a printed replica drawing of the outside of the Cathedral.

“Only $2. That’s a bargain,” he said, and I left him wondering whether or not to invest. I drove away thinking about the Catholic parishioners shivering in a Bendigo winter inside their splendid building. I reckon I’d do it – if I wasn’t an “aimlessly wandering” heathen – just to feel the beauty of it all. That’s good architecture – when you can ‘feel’ the spirit of the place.


Thursday, May 18, 2017

Painting Trees

Cast paper torsos - one of the last major cast paper works I completed. Exhibited at Fisher Gallery Auckland and Sargent Gallery, Wanganui in the late eighties.

The last time I exhibited any artwork was at the Australian National Library in Canberra in 1986, as part of a New Zealand book arts show.

That was 31 years ago!

Then I switched to a full-time career as a freelance journalist/author and while book arts have continued to be a passion, I've never painted  since the 60 or so solo and group exhibitions I took part in all those years ago.

Now I'm facing down that yawning 31-year gap, wondering how to take the leap from 'art-before' to 'art-now.' As I set up my new studio space, I've felt inadequate, overwhelmed and more than a little bit terrified. I sit before my blank canvases and I wonder what to do.

I wonder if any idea I have, has any merit at all.
I wonder in fact, if I have completely 'lost my touch.'

Eucalyptus bark
So paralysed had I become that I decided to start painting trees - not pictures of trees, trees literally. Real trees. It seemed appropriate given my fascination with Australian eucalyptus, with the vivid colours of the Australian landscape and with Aboriginal art. 

So a few days ago, I dragged a huge 10-foot eucalyptus branch into my studio and I started painting it - totem-like. No plans, no expectations, just the child-like joy of rediscovering colour, pattern and texture in paint.
I  never imagined I would feel the exhilaration of painting again so soon. But it was there, hiding under all the nervous energy, the pathetic inadequacies and the fear of making the wrong brushstrokes. I feel like I have unleashed something that has been dormant for far too long.



I've quickly been seduced by possibilities and in between Australian paperwork, I am continuing to play with paint - to watch, to think, to read. I'm waiting quietly for things to happen in their own time. I'm letting ideas 'incubate.'



I'll stick with painting 'trees' for a bit longer, as I get to know a new medium.
Because, in the mood of the change that has taken me from Canterbury, New Zealand to Victoria, Australia, I have decided to try painting in acrylics. I used to paint in watercolours many moons ago and acrylics don't seem too far removed. There are a lot of technical similarities.
So I'm stacking the odds in my favour.



Yesterday, I spent the day at Mount Alexander Regional Park, near Castlemaine, sitting in complete silence among thousands of eucalyptus trees of all shapes and sizes. As I sat there listening and watching and photographing,  I began to sense the hazy beginnings of a canvas taking shape in my head.

It's elusive still.
Abstract.
One minute quite certain; the next, slipping away, undefined, like a dream you can only half remember.
I have hope.
I feel excited.
And I think I''m going to be okay.

All I really want is to continue to feel enlivened by the whole art-making process.
I want to 'shine a light' on the dark recesses, on my inner thoughts and imaginings.
I want to produce something I am happy with.
That's all.

That 31-year gap still seems unreal in a 'how-did-that-happen' kind of way but I feel certain that eventually I will make the leap to the very different kind of artist/painter that now resides within.
My success or otherwise seems irrelevant at this point.



Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Change

The rural view from my new writing spot in Tylden, Victoria. Magic at all times of day.
I have been thinking about change a lot in the last ten years.
Even before the first 7.1-mag Christchurch earthquake struck in September 2010, I was restless,  looking for something new. It's not that I wasn't enjoying my life as a freelance journalist, photographer and author, I just needed a fresh injection of inspiration.

I most often found that by taking overseas working trips - usually into Asia - and pitting myself against the odds; facing down strange languages and different ways of living, and coming home inspired, knowing more about what I was truly capable of, and ready to write again, in whatever medium seemed appropriate at the time.

Then came the Christchurch earthquakes and that devastating time of change that knocked everyone in the city for a six.
It was CHANGE in capital letters.
It was change we didn't ask for.
It was change that inspired.
It was change that for me
 Forced the real change that I had been muttering about for years.

For only the second time in my adult working life - in almost 43 years in fact - I found myself in full-time employment in *an office.*
It was another major change, a new challenge.
It seemed to fit my skill set.

But after four valuable and inspiring years working for Te Runanga o  Ngai Tahu, something odd started to happen - I started to hanker after my former life as an artist.
Something stirred inside me on one of my frequent visits to Victoria two years ago and it never went away.

It nagged at me.
And when I was at a leadership course in Auckland last year, we were all asked if 'this was where we wanted to be in 10 years, 20 years, 30 years?'
And for me, the answer was a resounding 'No.'
It was the penny that finally dropped - the cue I needed to take another risk, to make another change and to return to the work that stirs my soul.

Mist rising over the lake - the first thing I see each day in Tylden,  Victoria

So here I am, two days into my new life.
I am setting up a small art studio again.
I have changed since I worked full-time as an exhibiting artist
(roughly between 1971-1983).
I will not paint the way I used to, of that I can be almost certain.
I will change mediums to begin with but beyond that, I have no clue of what will evolve.
I'm happy with that.
I'm not in any hurry.
I have no expectations.

And I will go back to writing fiction again - short stories.
I will return to writing non-fiction books.
And I will return to more photography - not that I've ever really left that behind.
I'm excited, enlivened, inspired.

As I sit here in the silence of a Sunday afternoon - Mother's Day in fact - all I can hear are the raucous sulphur-crested cockatoos in the gum trees, the bossy crows  squabbling out in the field, and the intermittent rusty rumble of the iron windmill slowly turning in a grove of nearby acacia trees.
I have time to think.
I have a head full of words.
And I'm ready to face down a new change.

I guess I could have bought a Harley Davidson, or a sports car or something, and sailed off into old age with the wind blowing in my hair and smell of grease on my clothes.
It seemed messy.
I didn't fancy it.

Instead, I chose to leave Christchurch, to leave New Zealand in fact - walking out on the life I had worked so hard to create, with just two suitcases and a whole lot of gungho spirit.
I think it might be the best change I've made in a while.


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